In a wink of an eye, Nichelle reaching her second month soon which means im going back to work after two more weeks. Time flies, really not enough time bonding with her but I wish she could faster grow up. At first I'm still complaining about waking up thru the night to feed her milk etc which is really the first time i surrender to the exhaustion I've experienced. Tiring. And now somehow I'm kinda used to it, and was like becoming a part of my life waking up every two to three hours just to 'serve' my lil princess (: sad to say, I only manage to see her twice a week or maybe just once a week due to my job. Awwww, no choice but have to be this way. Expenses Becoming higher aft having baby. No money = No talk. I swear I gonna miss her like mad when she's not around. Nose souring alr la...


Dear Nichelle, must miss mommy Kay becoz she cfm miss you like hell )':

Great disappointment.
Never I ever thought that you would lied over little thing such as game. What's wrong with you?

You brought everything down to the lowest when,
I thought you were the one I can trust..
I thought you were the one I can rely the rest of my life with..
I thought you were the only one left who will never lied to me..
I thought you were the one who worth everything even you're not my desire man..
I thought you were the one I can put you the first priority in my life..

Now? Never.
I swear what I said this time I mean it..
All this time I been planning abt valentine.. Thinking how to give u something I wanted to.. No more. Gna stop it.

Goodbye ass.

):

Awww.
I miss my pre-pregnancy weight and size like mad. Can wear anything I want on any day anytime. Now? No more >;
How pathetic a woman be after gaining so much weights and fats all around the body? Not forgetting about the stretch marks. How to get rid of all this disaster?

Other than that, taking care of baby isn't easy at all. Making me turning into some yellow faced lady soon due to fatigue, waking up every 2-3hours throughout 24hr like a cycle everyday. Yes! Everyday, non stop... Sometimes even worse, baby can be awake for few hours crying profusely which could make me felt depressed. Know nothing to sooth/calm her down make even frustrated ): need help seriously. How I wish I got a nanny with me so I could able to catch more sleep. Drinking chicken essence doesnt really help though, only last for a short while awwww..

WHY?
Why am I become a mother at my young Twenties huh?
I told myself, it's fated... What can I do now? Nothing but carry this huge responsibility with me till baby grows up.

But I still wish clock can turn anti-clockwise. I would only want to have a baby on my 25 instead...

Everyone saying, "WHAT'S SPECIAL ABOUT


IF A COUPLE TRULY LOVE EACH OTHER, EVERYDAY WOULD BE THEIR VALENTINE DAY!"

Haha, but which couple wouldn't want to spend this day together? And which singlelicious wouldn't want to find a partner to spend Valentine together too?

Perhaps this year Valentine I shall give it a miss spending out with my wood because of my Lil newborn Nichelle..



Taking care of her was my responsibility now. Shouldn't thought of anything else and leave her alone. Spending Valentine at home with hubby, feeding Nichelle milk, changing her nappy can be memorable too, isn't it? I think I should let him do all this job on this day so he would forever remember it.



IF ONLY, I have cooking talent..
IF ONLY, I have good culinary skill..
IF ONLY, I can be like the celebrity, Brian Wong..

I would give you a candlelight dinner in our lil room, with the well-prepared dishes I made, with a heart make of rose petal placed on our bed with your Valentine gift...

Melting your heart with my sincerity.. Giving you the best memories on fourteen Febuary this year <:

BUT HOR, AKU TAK TAWU LEY! (*evil grins*)
Order pizza delivery can already la HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

What's next?

Four more days to the end of my confinement and also not forgetting about my precious little Nichelle's full month celebration at my place. For those who I invited, hoped to see you guys there yea.
Been trapped at home for going a month soon. The first time in my going-to-be 21 years of life I stayed at home for so fucking long. Getting crazy, I swear seriously I am. Awwwwww.

So well, 9th feb is on the way reaching nearer and nearer. What's special about this date actually? Nothing special though. Just too looking forward for the meet up with my dear friend Adeline after son long not seeing her. Dec till now, I guessed. And also, finally I am able to step outta my mom place heading out to.......


SHOPPING



A VISIT TO SALON FOR HAIR COLOURING



NAIL MAKEOVER



EYEBROW TRIMMING



NEW COSMETICS

How can I not excited right? Was like after so long I can do something what a proper woman should do, rather than just heading to work and back home after work for so many months! 终于可以把自打扮得漂漂亮亮了^^

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With my flabby tummy and bigger hip after giving birth, all the short I had in the past all can't fit me in already. How sad! (*heart cracking*) So well, gonna work hard to regain back my pre-pregnancy size ); 3months. Wait for me!